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Choleric Phlegmatic
35 Sanguine, 14 Melancholy, 42 Choleric, 42 Phlegmatic
Your test results showed you to be a Choleric Phlegmatic?!
My friend, this is nearly impossible. Not even bipolar people usually can get this result. Cholerics & Phlegmatics are such utter opposites. This would mean you are a easy-going person who doesn't need to lead, who is a born leader and always takes charge.

But okay, if this is you, then you are not particularly enthusiastic, nor excitable. You are steady and hard working. You know the answer to every problem and steadily implement it. You either have very few friends and/or you are a great listener who does not do most of the talking. When you do talk, it is either to agree with someone's proposal, or to propose your own. This must be a very interesting life you lead! You thrive on opposition, and are good under pressure. You lead by creating group consensus, mediating problems and seeking practical answers.

At your worst you are either indecisive or bossy. So easy going as to be lazy, or so hard working as to be neurotically driving everyone crazy. You are most certainly a weirdo, or society's most perfect member.
The Personality Plus Profiler Test written by mahdroo


--Although there is likely tension in your life today, things may be improving. Still, you can get yourself worked up into a tizzy, for you're not willing to accept the status quo just because it is the easy way out. You think you know what's going on. But even if you consider the alternatives, it may not be what you expect. Keep one foot in the rational universe and kick up a storm with the other one.



Morning Prose Topic: Why don't I just move to Thailand?

I have given the issue a lot of thought and what it keeps coming around to for me is selfishness. I was born in Michigan. On a worldwide scale, this puts me at a high level of inherited privilege. For me to take the opportunities I have been afforded and use them to set myself up in Paradise in my twenties, for me, would be akin to consuming the entire harvest in the fall. If I were supposed to be relaxed and immersed in Thailand at this point, I'm sure I would've been born Thai. I feel it would be too easy for me to work here for a while, talk to some people, set up a way to be privileged and lazy on the other side of the world... whereas if I were Thai, raised with a comparable family and financial situation, acheiving such comfort would be a greater challenge. I don't want to opt out of the challenges this life presents to me from the roots of its foundation, which is American culture. I have work to do here. I'm not talking about 9-5, 401K grind work... more of a visionmission that could benefit a lot of the beautiful people that can't just leave to start a new life elsewhere. As happy as Thailand makes me, it does not need me. There is scarce need for a Thai Massage therapist in Thailand, especially an imported one. I glean joy from accomplishment, resolution of trial, and seeing a light in someone become more apparent. I feel the work I am drawn to is more useful in a place where such ease is rare. My primary life dream is to be of use, in a real and resonant way. I have lived in Thailand for several months at a stretch and there is only so much comfort I can take in without becoming restless if my own gifts are not required. There are ways I could plug into the Thai culture, to be active and giving... but what is useful of me over there is not what inspiration grows in me of its own. The work that inspires me, I feel, is relevant to the needs of the culture of my childhood, where my family and deep social ties lie, where I can make informed decisions as a native. This could branch into several other things, but this may be the marrow of what I want to express. I look for ways to find daily fulfillment in small manifestations of the big picture, so if I am spontaneously struck and killed by atmospheric rubble, I will be contented having sown these seeds, each moment for every moment.

I feel sometimes that sharing our ideas is the only way to bring them from the nebulous realms of potential, clarifying them to ourselves and our perceptions of the really real. It is a boon for me to have the words in front of me, as a mirror of sorts. I want to clarify again that this is My mirror, how I perceive my own role in the world. I am passionate and ruthless toward my own frame of mind, but only because it is my responsibility.

originally posted @Tribe.net as a response to someone I don't know
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